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Hey aliens! I am Adira Faisal. Eighteen. Malaysia. I give and get plenty of hugs! I speaks out everything in my mind. I have an attention span of a spongebob. I don't listen to people. My feelings are not always mutual. I love everything that involves with hitting.
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Hey peeps. You're currently in Adira Faisal's blog. I write good and bad things happen to my life here.I hate living in this society of mine. There are too much of judging & people oftenly labels some people without knowing them. It makes people scared to speaks out their mind or gives their own opinions. So I don't accept any bad thoughts here. But thanks for viewing! :D
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Date: Tuesday, September 15, 2015 Time: 11:00 PM We're all in tears for a world that's broken. 
My heart feels like broken into pieces but ive no idea why. Ive no idea how. Am I upset? Am I dissapointed? Maybe. I feel so numb, I don't want to move, I don't want to talk, I don't want to do anything. I just want to stay here and break doen for all I care.
It was very quiet but my thoughts were very loud. I was thinking if I'm important to some people. I was thinking if they cares about me like I do for them. I was thinking if they could sacrifice anything for me if I do the same for them. I was thinking if I really worth to someone.
People scares me. They scares me alot. They probably say that they love me and not mean it. And I'm starting to create a ridiculous things about it that maybe could make things worse. Why did I do that? Cse I'm scared. Cse I think if anything, I don't get shocked to know cse I already expect those things would happen.
I cries my eyeballs out in the middle of night thinking if I really matter to some people. I cries thinking if they really do why do they did things that they know could makes me upset.
I wish people could be more realistic. I wish they will tell me if they hate me. I wish thet could stares me in my eyes and tell me that they don't need me anymore & I would understand cse feelings change. It changes like season. I wish they could be real with me. I wish they don't playing around with my feelings.
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