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Date: Saturday, September 13, 2014 Time: 8:46 AM Reckless I've been thinking bout lot of things this lately & I can't seem to put those things out of my mind, I wonder why. A million and one thoughts keep running through my head and they won't let me rest. They just keep adding weight onto my heart. I used to be able to fall asleep easier, it was hard then but it seems so much harder now. Closing my eyes and reading my prayers doesn't seem to work anymore. My eyes just end up opening again and refusing to close. But then, I have this routine of replying to his whatsapp & have some pointless conversations before I sleep & that's fun. Well, kinda. And since like few days ago, I have constant interesting conversations with a new person which is my senior in college. I saw her lot of times but never have a single chance to even talk to her so now I did. Its really nais to get to know new people and to hear bout their opinions on this & that, its fun, really. I rarely or never get to talk to a person who always have something wise came out of their mouth in this college, but she is. She's no one, she's just a pretty girl taking tourism course and that's it. Those are the only things people will think bout her before they really know her. I don't really know her as well. Not even for aweek. But I tend to see & point out good things bout people. Like how strong she is to be dealing with some lifeless cunts in college, the way how she face the hatred from people & not to give single fuck bout bad things people said bout her. She deserve all my bloody respect for being herself. It's sucha sick society I live in. People are so quick to judge as in they are a God. Girls are hating & insulting other girls for their own good. No seriously, they deserve a bitch slap with a chair, right at their faces. I guess, people will probably get really uneasy for the things that i said but i had to. They've some serious balls to say what they want. To judge like Allah does. So i'll shut my mouth to those who think they know better. Cause for me they are just pathetic attention seekers, sucha waste of time, sucha waste of space. Poor them. |