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Hey aliens! I am Adira Faisal. Eighteen. Malaysia. I give and get plenty of hugs! I speaks out everything in my mind. I have an attention span of a spongebob. I don't listen to people. My feelings are not always mutual. I love everything that involves with hitting.
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Date: Monday, January 13, 2014 Time: 9:58 PM New Year, New Adventure ♥  Another year has come and sadly another year is gone at the same time. But this time the feeling of sadness is there, deep down of me. Maybe cause this year I'm not there, at the place I call home. Not there, like every year, on my bed, woke up in the morning, sat on the chair having breakfast with my dad infront of me, holding his news paper and my mom, busy doing her own things in kitchen. Last year was filled with everything good and bad but still, I loved every single day I had last year. You know why? Cause how bad thing is, I still there, at the place I call home. They still there, the ones I will look to everytime I reached home after a bad day. My family, my live. This year is a very different year for me. My life has change, in a good way. But I still wanna cry. Cause every time I wakes up from my sleep, I'm not there, at the place I call home. They aren't there, my family. Part of me isn't there. The feelings are strange, that I just want to grabs my towel, runs to the toilet and cries my heart out. Being 19 is a good thing for me. Have a chance to further my study in college is what I wish for since I was little but being away from my family is slowly killing me. Wake up in the morning and not being able to see my mom is hurt. This year brings new kind of adventure for me cause I finally realised how big I am right now but the feelings in me won't leave. I'm scared that I'll lose my childhood, I'm scared that I can't see my family as often as I used to. I scared of leaving my city and meet new people, they might not understand me, I scared of facing the pain of living but quickly I tell myself, I'm growing up, so does everyone. Thank you, 2013. |