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Hey aliens! I am Adira Faisal. Eighteen. Malaysia. I give and get plenty of hugs! I speaks out everything in my mind. I have an attention span of a spongebob. I don't listen to people. My feelings are not always mutual. I love everything that involves with hitting.
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Date: Wednesday, March 20, 2013 Time: 2:04 AM But I Love Them Endlessly  Hi people. So I woke up at 5 something this morning and only slept for 2 hours. I can't sleep. Idk if my insomnia is coming back but it all sucks. Nevermind. So SPM results for batch 95' is coming out tomorrow and of course, there are so many feelings in me right now. I don't know wether to feel excited or not but I am scared. I do. Like duhh, who doesn't? I heard alot about "I got only 4As for SPM and now I'm taking degree in law. My friend got straight As but he's still doing diploma.". I don't surprised. I mean, I know that getting straight As is not the only point as long as you concerned. But yeah, living in this community, if you get a straight As, people will label you as 'an educated person' and if you're not, you are an idiot, as simple as that. What most of this society really thinks is "If you're smart, why you not getting straight As?". Everything based on academic excellence. Habis tu kalau semua orang kerja nak jadi bos, siapa nak jadi kuli? Siapa nak kerja kutip sampah? Jadi cleaner? I mean, you don't expect everyone to be smart lah. As for me, I don't put such a high target for my results. I realised that I'm weak at few subjects. Means, I oftenly failed those 4 subjects- Bio, Physics, Addmaths and Chemistry. So my target is just 5/6 As, since I think I'm quite confident in Bio but I don't hoping too much. I know I shouldn't be dissapointed if I don't get As for those 4 subjects but I'm hoping for credits. That's all. I want to make my life worth. I don't want to spending half of my life times doing things that I don't like and can't brings happiness to me. I live my life with my way. I don't want to being old, sitting in a chair infront of the small house alone and let the tv switch on in the house while regretting everything that I do in my life. Just no. Wish me luck for my result tomorrow. Thanks (: |