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Hey aliens! I am Adira Faisal. Eighteen. Malaysia. I give and get plenty of hugs! I speaks out everything in my mind. I have an attention span of a spongebob. I don't listen to people. My feelings are not always mutual. I love everything that involves with hitting.
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Hey peeps. You're currently in Adira Faisal's blog. I write good and bad things happen to my life here.I hate living in this society of mine. There are too much of judging & people oftenly labels some people without knowing them. It makes people scared to speaks out their mind or gives their own opinions. So I don't accept any bad thoughts here. But thanks for viewing! :D
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Date: Friday, November 2, 2012 Time: 8:21 AM Remember how uncomfortable that made you feel? 
because every being in me wants you right now.
It's 10.34 p.m now & I'm the only one who still awake in this house. It's creepy but I tried to brave myself so there's no distraction for me to do things I gonna do tonight. Yet I just had showered for like 7 minutes lol I scared ok.
So yeah my days have been pretty rough,so far. My sleeping pattern is all over the place and i still have no idea
why. My brain is on friz from all the studying my parents think i'm not
doing. And my heart's got a battle of it's own trying to choose wrong
from right. Nevermind.
I don't know what should I feel right now,other than scared. Lol. Everything is like spilling over. I feel so numb yet this period cramps is nothing but killing me. My kidney feel like falling off though, I swear I cried abit to deal with this cramps ugh. I took Panadol Menstrual before I went out jn but it's making it worse. I normally don't take any such of painkiller but I have to.
It's freezing cold here. I just feel like curl up on bed so then I can sleep but sigh I not even sleepy. At all. I haven't eat anything for dinner & stomach starts to making weird noises. I think I should makes myself a Milo,atleast. But I scared to go to le kitchen well fuck me ^^
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