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Hey aliens! I am Adira Faisal. Eighteen. Malaysia. I give and get plenty of hugs! I speaks out everything in my mind. I have an attention span of a spongebob. I don't listen to people. My feelings are not always mutual. I love everything that involves with hitting.
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Hey peeps. You're currently in Adira Faisal's blog. I write good and bad things happen to my life here.I hate living in this society of mine. There are too much of judging & people oftenly labels some people without knowing them. It makes people scared to speaks out their mind or gives their own opinions. So I don't accept any bad thoughts here. But thanks for viewing! :D
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Date: Wednesday, November 14, 2012 Time: 1:31 PM Nobody Said It Was Easy Though.  I wish everything would just stop spinning for a second. I wish I was the kind of person who had the courage to stand up and fight for what I want, for what I think is right and what I think I deserve instead of being the kind that doesn't like to start drama, so I just sit down and keep my mouth shut. I wish I had enough time to study for my coming papers, which are actually on next week & tweek then I'm done.I wish I had enough discipline to run every day. I wish I could eat a lot without putting on weight. I wish time would just slow down, and I wish there were more hours in a day. 30 hours,maybe? So much of up & down in my life but thanks God I have bunch of people that I could rely on rather than myself. Life isn't hectic like I always think but somehow I need a break. I'm not give up,I'm tired. Tired of everything. Tired of the same routines of my life but not the same person that numbers of them decided to steps away leaving me. Unfortunately, I'm too tired to bother. Like come on, I'm seventeen. If I can't even deal with attitude of yours how am I gonna keep on with people in my life in future? So grow up! Stop being so selfish. If you think you've someone else to cares about their feelings but not me. Then go away. You're not worth & deserve anything from me anymore. People said "Life is not about who are you with. It's about how that person treat you that makes you appreciates life more than anything else". I am not mean, if you are there for me then I don't bother doing the same to you. If you're nice to me,I'll be nice to you even if I don't know you or we used to me enemies, I normally don't look at the past that I've lots of things to focus on future. Unless if you've problems with it then nevermind.
"For everything that you do,believe in yourself. Not everyone deserve second chances & life is too short to think about people who didn't think about you. So lift your head up like your nose is bleeding & keep on breathing."
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